Guilty Pleasures

OK, it is time to confess. I have to get this off my chest. I can’t stand the burden no more. Are you ready?

I have guilty pleasures. There I said it. I am now clean. That is right I have things I like that I would not admit in public.

You are asking yourself “why bring it up now?” Well, I need to say it out loud or in writing in this case. I want you to know the real me. I have been keeping things from you afraid of what you would think of me.

No more I am free and this is me.

Here are my guilty pleasures:

I like the new song from Justin Timberlake “Sexy Back”. I like to dance to it.

I like Kelly Clarkson

I watch So You Think You Can Dance. It was my dream to dance professionally.

I love the gossip blogs. Dlisted, Hot Momma Drama, Gabsmash just to name a few. Hollywood is so high school and I love looking in whether the gossip is true or not. These people are so sad. I feel better about my life when I read some of this stuff.

I love powdered donuts. I hide them from the boys and sneak around eating them.

I love driving by myself with the radio blaring singing and dancing.

I am in a mood to admit some things about myself so here it goes.

I wanted to be a Solid Gold Dancer.

I dance in front of the mirror.

I have lived in a trailer. We were so white trash. It was college.

I have been hit on by another girl.

I had bad acne in my middle 20’s and now I have scars and pockmarks that I am embarrassed by. Hubby says they are not noticeable but he is being sweet.

I suffer from low self esteem.

I was a janitor at a college while attending the college.

I have quit three jobs the next day after I was hired.

The first time I got drunk was when I was 19.

First time I had sex was when I was 19. And no it was not the same time I got drunk. Hubby is the one and only.

I have only had two serious boyfriends.

I was the girl that was friends with the boys never a girlfriend. Went to dances with “friends”.

I love sports. I wish I had more talent in the athletics department. I played summer softball league from 2nd grade to 8th grade.

I miscarried in 1994 which put in a depression for months. I did not get out of bed.

I was in love with Rick Springfield. Have you seen him now? Gross.

I had a jean jacket with tons of buttons on it. You know what I mean by buttons like I had on that said I want my MTV. Those buttons or flair. Guess the movie where the word flair comes from.

I almost always never wear make-up. The reason being I have never been sure on how to wear it.

Ok, I have to stop now because I don’t want to scare all of you. I can’t believe I have admitting the above so far.

So I am a freak. Please don’t be afraid and come back and read me!